Sunday, July 10, 2011

God will forgive me for cutting, right?

I cut like 6 times because I was depressed (and still am but I'll go in and out of it as the days progress) and I've asked for forgiveness and have just cried to him. I know the Devil is making me do this and I'm going to stop, but it's so easy to think about just slicing the knife across my thigh, but when I do think these things I catch myself and stop. I won't be put into like Purgatory for the thoughts of doing it, will I? I AM stopping, though. But another thing. If cutting is evil and the Devil is making me do this then why does it feel good and calm me down? I'm 13 and a girl btw.

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